BLXCK MXGIC:
I wish we didnt start off on the wrong one. But i walked in on a broken foot.
I wish i didnt lose all my memories, on this line of darkness.
I wish you didnt take out on me, the reason for your entitlement.
I wish you left me out of all this shit.
I wish we didnt burn paper, i wish i didnt have so much paper to burn.
i Wish i didnt work my shit, in a way that made me feel like the goat.
Cuz now i cant rock out all alone these days. I just feel rather baphome..
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Nowadays I even open. All of my bxxxtxfxl tomes. In nasty scripture,
an aggrandizing form. I dont care what happened to me, or against me,
i just hate my soul. Whether my wrong-doings dont or do take a toll,
im still rolling closer to a grave with some pull.
I wish i didnt start these projects, I wish i didnt work magic,
Who knew that such an attempt could all feel so plastic. I hate them.
I hate the idea of any type of name. How could such a commie, decry their labor in vain.
I wish sex wasnt so shameless, i wish i felt no masculine, all faggot.
I wish i didnt protect my hair's phallous, i fuck with the wigs tho but cant
stand the idea of plastic & maggots. All these identities wrapped up in symbols,
I chase the abstract but also the material.
All these comforts they tell me to reject? But i need to find a home where i can
eat and i can rest. I need to boss up these bullies & be a destroyah.
I'm sorry girlie for my valid paranoia. I'm sorry I put on the shit that made me feel royal.
And your styles just as formless, i thought id fit in. Im sorry my tongue got in the way of
your tin. But i identify with all of it, and i cant press undo.
But if you step foot in my tournament now ill probably sue.
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8/30/25: 8:48PM: copy from my phone: "is anyone there?" ::
im sorry you have all that dmt in your brain.
im sorry i didnt use my insane to be a bunny baby in the sea.
and for u i dont read write, i listen.
IM TRYNA FEEL UR PAIN.
shit im trying to cool it with the coolest shorties in our bay.
ur my bae.
(periodt.)
FCKKK IM A FUCKING WHIT$ WOMAN.